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Penny

2009-01-03T16:02:00.000-08:00

Rite, Penny she is a girl that i just met few days ago introduce by my buddy Jason. Our first chat is on 29 of Dec 2008. Is like in chatroom on Msn, Jason invited her in. She was pretty funny and kinda of slow and hardly catch up what we guys were talking about all the time. That was a long chat, we went on to bed early in the morning when the sky turn blue with bird piping.

We eventually meet up the next day on 30 of Dec 2008. Early in the morning after a few hour slept, I pick Jason and Penny up at their place. We had KFC that day for lunch. Penny was trying to lose some weight, therefore she only drink H2o and with chicken without skin, she said is healthy eating this way. Anyway, that day is kinda of quiet me. Me and Jason lying on the bed looking at the blue sky, and Penny sing. After few hour of sleeping and singing, i eventually sent them back. We have a long conversation about life knowledge and experiences again. We were all tired as we had no been sleeping probably.

The conversation let me know more about this girl, she is like kinda of dereism when she is young at the pass. Not much friends she had, she was always alone, and doesn't speak much. The closest person to her is her mum. She is that kinda of girl who share everything with her mum. That is the only of warmth she had i guess at that time. Besides, i think she is kinda of sad these days , trying to get rid of her memory with her Ex. Well, i have faith in her that she can let the pass go and accept whatever she had now.

On 31st of Dec, that was the last day of 2008. We eventually meet up again for the countdown. I meet up some other Jason friends that night. They are all typical Malaysian and most of them are from the nouth. One of them hold great camera acting part of photographer. Tank, the guy who wear black shirt with good looking face, he is a dancer ( shuffle ). Others are just game kaki. ( There are like 7 of us in total that night ). As we know wearing high-heel shoe + walking for quite some time will eventually hurt the leg. This is what happened to Penny that night. She is like kinda of bad luck. She broke her shoes that night, and eventually can't walk with that shoe. I saw how girl shop that night, she is kinda of smart + fast in choosing shirt + clothes + shoes. I think this is her only part that think can think fast. ( But i believe she still have some other good part that i don’t know yet ). However, after a while choosing, she eventually change the way she looks by changing the way she wear. The shoes is not as pretty as before but is alright. Penny was worrying with her looking the whole night, but who cares.

In addition. while waiting for 2009, i saw her eating some kinda of Chinese medicine, and just realize that she good weak body and can be fainted easily. That is kinda of scary, as she need to eat the medicine everyday.

The time run without waiting, few minutes left the new year will fall upon us. I was expecting the countdown as this is on of the fun part of the celebration of the coming new year, but it is so was kinda of sad the fireworks start without informing us. Myabe is because we are just too far apart from the focus point. After viewing the fireworks. We plan to get some drink, Penny was so exhauted and eventually lead her up to fainting. What a weak body she had. We ( me and zack ) slept at Jason place that night. We have drink + play + talk that night, and again we went of to bed when the blue sky turn on + bird piping again. ><

The next day 1st of Jan 2009, we went to zack place. Suppose me and zack are able to test the taste of Laksa that cooked by Penny, but because of some reason someone just slept till 3 pm at the afternoon, we eventually failed to test the foods. Besides, Penny is a good cook, I am guessing is because she hang around with her mum all the time at Malaysia.

Zack house is kinda of huge comeparing with us. Is like you have ps 1 2 3 + wii exclude X-box. His place is just so cool and peaceful. As is new year the bus stop operating at late evening 7 pm. We eventually end up sleeping at Zack house. We watched some horror and cool film that night ( hostel and 21 ) 21 is a not bad film ,but hostel is horror with some sexual thing in it. Penny is so cute that she just keep on saying " wa..... " . " wa... " hahaha, i am wondering if she wanted to call the police xD.

After view our movie, we decided to sleep. Penny use to sleep with her brother dispite she has her own bedroom, and she eventually hope that all of us can sleep together at the living room dispite Zack can sleep on his on bed. Well that is kinda of warmth i guess. As usual we talk while we are falling to sleep. One last time, the sky turn blue with birds piping again. It is morning again ! Jesus, we havent been sleeping probably for three days. After few hour slept, we eventually left zack house. After having lunch with Jason and Penny we ev entually went back to home.

This is end of our new year trip. =)

About Penny, this is how i meet up her + hang around with her. I wish Penny, Zack and jason all the best at the coming new year. cheers

假期第二天

2008-11-10T05:02:00.000-08:00

恩，今天是假期第二天。今天给自己安排的是刷墙壁+洗厕所。刷墙壁进行得还蛮顺利的，就洗厕所～～有够累地说，有些肮脏的可能是多日累计下来，结果真的没有办法刷掉，自己也不知道如何是好。把马桶刷得干干净净后看了真爽，真的有不想要大便的感觉，即使要大也要跑到草丛里XDD

今天除了打扫卫生就没有干别的了～就一直看naruto naruto 看到都没有感觉麻木了。显然我是一个不喜欢一直对着电脑的人～真的，一旦对久了人会有一种空虚的感觉。就这样一整天就这样过去了，也没有看书，什么也没有，就一直对着电脑。

已经两天了不知道为什么，眼镜就是一直很痒很痒，真的觉得我有要看医生的必要～～～

本少爷我已经开始寄生虫的生活了，吧电脑荧幕转向床的方向，keyboard全部都搬到上面去，这样就可以窝在那边了，吃睡喝拉看玩都在那边，hehe, 这就是我温暖的小窝，欢迎恬恬加油。

明天假期第三天，加油

假期第二天

2008-11-09T15:23:00.001-08:00

假期第一天

2008-11-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

好似习惯了在今天结束之前的几分钟计划明天要做什么。
星期六，今天是假期的第一天～今天早上也没什么特别的，吃饭洗刷，紧接着就看电影；直到中午就到kuala Lumpur (Berwick）去。为什么说Kuala Lumpur，因为过去要1.5～2个小时，这时间怎么都会让我联想到去KL。

不管怎么说，时间到，拿了地图喝凉茶就这样出门了。今天去berwick目的主要是给朋友送凉茶。买了半打12灌凉茶给她。真的主要是假期没事情做，难得有事做我肯定接～～就这样摇摇晃晃坐火车去送凉茶，来回半天就这样过去了。

傍晚到家之后，不知道为什么非常非常的累，但是还不能休息，今天任务还没完成呢。休息之后还要给维做research。由于太累，没有办法今晚做晚，原来还想要表熬夜做呢～ @@ 我似乎把假期搞得太不像假期了～不过还好有好看的书陪着我XD

祝福恬恬sem2加油一切顺利

第一天

2008-11-08T12:55:00.000-08:00

考试的最后一天

2008-11-07T16:38:00.000-08:00

恩，昨天原来是写了一篇昨天的日志的，可是电脑不知道怎么了突然shot了一下，结果快下完的东西就这样不见了

昨天是考试的最后一天，考试没有很顺利，总结来说是自己旷太多课了。从中吸取了教训，决定下个学期不能再让这样的事情发生。

昨天考试结束之后，随着天阴阴沉沉的而感到阴阴沉沉，虽说是考试的最后一天，但是整个人就起不了劲。跟朋友吃了饭，到City给自己买本书来看，对我来说书=假期，读书对我来说貌似只有在假期才能做，用很平静的心，看好看的书，没有其他想法，就陶醉在故事其中，这是一种放松，是一个舒服的感觉。

假期里要让自己生活充实，随便做点什么都好，就是不要让自己待在家里游手好闲，所以假期里依然要好好加油^^

WTF ?!!!

2008-11-06T03:43:00.000-08:00

WTF?! 之前弄坏的Mp3耳机, 居然没有办法claim 回来. 大便大便

那家伙给我的理由居然说是, 耳机头不在, 怀疑我把头拔掉replace其他@@ 唉... 今天一天, 天气好好,考试之前到city 走走~ 跟朋友买东西, 基本上是不错的一天, 就回家的时候给那个家伙弄到闲掉一下, 居然钩起我伤心事~~~ 不管啦, 今天买了12灌"王老吉" 凉茶 ^^ 帮朋友买的, 星期六就给她送去, 去她家居然还有1.5个小时的火车@@ 很远一下~~ 不过是我自己想去的, 因为她住很远很远, 家有大草原, 有阿牛阿羊, 所以想去玩一下~~~ ＸＤ　我想也是我假期的一部分啦～～　嘻嘻

明天考试祝福自己一切顺利，谢谢！

中国要饭的

2008-11-04T02:14:00.000-08:00

在中国要饭的是不是特别难？特别辛苦呀？？？

今天学习之后回家路上，有个年轻人想我要钱了；自己钱没有很多，有不想给的感觉，一般中国朋友在的话都会直接拒绝，可是不知道为什么就是自己做不到，每次都是心软的，就这样随便给了他$2。过了不久，火车来了，那个要钱的居然跟我上同一个火车，让我更没有想到的是他居然跟我再要一次，我就不爽地跟他说我之前在火车站的时候不是给你两块了吗？他马上跟我说对不起他忘记了，然后跟我道谢。我自己心想，连给你钱的人的脸都不记得了，嘴巴里说的谢谢又有什么用？这也只不过是客套话而已。算了，不管........

之后自己想想，澳大利亚，一个跟中国相比下和平很多的地方~~~
中国那个人山人海，堆积如山的人类～～～要饭的真的很可怜，突然又想想，中国人那么多，建奥运鸟巢死了多少人？死掉的那些人的生命真的有那么不值钱吗？

这几天看了好多好多讨论中国的邮件～什么吃人的，盗版的，英文翻译中文的～～～觉得好烦好烦，中国给我感觉真的好烦。每天检查邮件都是那个类型的，有完没完的。@#$% 烦死了！！

我前天做的梦

2008-11-03T14:39:00.000-08:00

嗯，最近睡觉都在做梦，觉得有好的梦就可以睡得好。

今天早上没有办法睡好，做梦都梦到电学的东西，什么amplifier, 什么logic circuit，都是1010101... 5551111 的数字，好烦好烦。结果被逼的情况下，4点就爬起来尿尿了。可恶可恶，实在没有办法睡觉。可是最终由于很困，实在不想起来学习，结果还是逼自己睡觉去。恩，4点起来之后继续再睡好似有梦到什么好玩的，但是不记得了，于是就这样，我就熟睡到8点XDDDD.

昨天梦见了好玩的，跟生化危机有关。就城市里的人都变成妖怪了的那种，这梦里我不是拿枪杀怪的主角，而是一个平凡只顾着逃往的普通人。梦里我跟你一个老阿公在同一个房间里，每天都把房间锁得紧紧，害怕被妖怪袭击，不过我们也知道一旦妖怪真的袭击，我们也活命难道。那个老阿公其实早就已经中毒很快就要变成妖怪了，可是我依然没有嫌弃，没有害怕，每天都跟他在一起，以直到有一天，老阿公，眼球带血丝，脸色化青，牙齿锋利；我们知道都已经不行了，再实在没有办法的情况，我必须把老阿公给杀了，这对我来说很困难，可是实在没有办法，这是老阿公生前理智下做的决定。

老阿公过世之后，整个区域就剩我一个人了，每天以个人经营者婚纱店.. @@ ( 梦里时想到，那些妖怪要结婚，所以都到我店来买婚纱）（怪怪的）。就这样一天又一天过去了，终于有一天来了一个很厉害的人，他高高的，有少许胡子，全身黑衣服，黑皮套，还有一顶黑色的帽子；带着墨镜，最cool的是他居然有一把日本武士刀，专说这就是the legend of last samurai, 不可思议他居然会在我梦里出现。记得有一次我拿着jason的武士刀，拔剑那一刻，感觉威风吹来，天打雷劈；感觉有股热火围绕着我，拿着武士刀的那一刻，感觉就掌握了，少林18式刀法，有很想要砍人的感觉。

就这样我跟他一起横走天下，见一个杀一个，我们杀了无数妖怪，每只妖怪见我们都害怕，都必须敬我们三分，直到有一天，不知道哪里来的一个头脑不清醒的家伙，居然想要硬抢我们的车，实在没有办法，我用传奇的武士刀，在那个人粉韧的肚子化了几刀，白色肥肥油油的肚子就这样留下了ribena般的血，被我化了几刀的家伙居然不放弃，抢来抢去抢来抢去，无论被我化了N 次得刀伤都不放弃，在没有办法的情况下，我也只好用骨肉计，pok一pok同情，我跟他说了N多故事, 想让他知道我有多需要这部车, 让他知道我需要这部车是因为妈妈在另外一边等我, 我必须要去见妈妈; 就这样那家伙终于放弃, 把车子还给我了.

6 7 点傍晚晚霞, orange色的天空下，我，妈妈，还有lastsamurai ,坐在高速公路旁边的妈妈档喝茶。这感觉是舒服，是不舍得。做了差不多一个晚上的梦，觉得也是时候跟last samurai道别了。所谓天下没有不散的酒席。近日一边，不知何时再见。the Legend of the last samurai ,就这样跟我道别了。

哈哈哈哈，这是我前天做的梦。不错不错~~~ 嘻嘻，希望迟些还能再做点什么好梦。XDDDD

Disappointed with myself

2008-10-29T22:18:00.000-07:00

lol, i finished my 3rd paper today. The 3rd paper was eletrical system. Man.... is exactly the same as what we learn from the lecture, is lucky that i attend some of them lecture, and review those lecture notes or video, this make me know how to do some of the questions in the exam.

Indeed the paper today is extremely easy. For those who study hard, revise everything can definitely get a high mark. Getting 100% is possible, but i just screwed it up. I am fucking unhappy with my performance.

I can do better then this if i work hard, but I eventually failed. 7 days to my last paper Maths. Maths is my best subject after all, hopefully stupid thing won't happened again.

All the best to myself. Cheers

Finished my first paper

2008-10-27T19:26:00.000-07:00

嗯，刚考完dynamics, 有两题做错，一题不会做，一题是foundation的时候学过的东西，可是因为太久没有做那种题目，结果考试的时候想不起。就这样20分没了，可恶可恶，我的HD 没了. 现在最高分也就只有70多, 小郁闷了一下.... 哎/ 不管了明天考物理, 现在马上就要去复习了. 祝福自己好运

准备计划假期计划

2008-10-25T14:46:00.000-07:00

恩，又是这么一个晚上过去了。由于考试的到来，每天勤奋学习做题的我，连做梦也梦到自己在做题，很有逻辑的在做每一倒题～～晕，若是能够记得住梦里做的那些题就好，因为他们确实有可能就是考试出的题XD

不管怎么说，7号考完，突然有一种不想考完的念头。估计我是害怕那突然的转变吧，从很忙每天做题的转到游手好闲的转变。恩，由于时间问题，至今还是没有办法给自己完成做一份假期计划呢，这还蛮郁闷的. er... 考试结束之后得马上给自己想象解决方案。估计一考试结束休息两天，星期一就马上工作吧，同空闲我会很闷的；承认自己是一个怕闷的人，所以不行，必须让自己生活很充实。

现在要做的事情：好好考试，考试结束马上给自己安排一个漂亮充实的假期计划。

6 days to go

2008-10-21T04:01:00.000-07:00

6 days left to go to my final exam... man... is seriously a bad organization this time. I shouldnt be rushing preparing for exam this time, but i eventually did. Trying to work as hard as i can , do as much past year paper as possible, hopefully i can finish them by time. I will thanks god if i got a average of 70 this time. Wish me luck.... cheers...

Dream

2008-10-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

What a dream i have just right now =___+ ||

did dreams give human a hint of what s gonna happen later on ? did dreams help human to improve themselves? hell ya, it did help. But sometimes , having a dream like what i just had, doesn't help anyway, it just show up what i thought before i slept. They are sometimes just impossible to show they exist. Anyway, dream is just a dream, should come back to what i am dealing with after dreaming.

After having this kinda of dream, it just make me feel like listening to the song
五月天-温柔（还你自由版）
走在风中今天阳光突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔像你抱著我
然后发现你的改变孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过
天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏著什么我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界就让你拥有
不打扰是我的温柔
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过
如果有就让你自由
music
自由这是我的温柔

freedom~~~~~~~~! hahahahaaaaa

Bad mood

2008-10-17T18:29:00.000-07:00

What a bad mood i am having now. Do you still remember that day i went to Paninsula Mornington? I broke my new Sony Mp3 's earphone that day. How much you think is the earphone worth ? $150 Australian Dollars. Fuck ! and i just broke it.

And my sister remind me that phenomenon just right now. I feel like shit now, like an asshole that don't know how to take good care of things, fuck myself ! I am an asshole. I hate to let people see how useless i am. >< . Anyway, my sister now give me chance to fix the problem, which is i need to think of a good reason of how the hell i broke it, and try to claim for a warranty, Hopefully I can succeed in this process. God bless me ... / . \

ps : I am trying to do some maths past year exam papers now, and i cant fucking concentrate on it. Hence i had almost forgotten most of the topic .. >< arh !!! what a bad day i am having now

10days to the Final

2008-10-17T03:44:00.000-07:00

Dear God, according the calculation, 10 more days left to my final exam,
Am i ready for that ? no. definitely no.. What can i do ? study as hard as possible.
Well, apparently i study hard enough though. Just that i need some time.
Hopefully I am prepared to fight for it by that time. All the best to myself. Cheers

first post ?

2008-10-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

First Post.
这是我在这部落格的第一篇文章，你希望我写点什么呢？

有无聊的感觉@@ 好没劲.....~~~~~~~~~~~~